I am just like you. Just an average girl searching for what God wants for her life while trying to figure out what she want in her life. Love. Happiness. Travel. Dreams.Ask me anything
In 4 weeks, school will be over for the summer!! I am excited about this but yet I am also sad. I am sad about this because I don’t know what I am going to do during it. For the majority of the summer, I will just be in Denton. Chiling and hanging out with people , I guess. Luke, the boyfriend, is taking summer school so he can graduate next Spring. Me, I don’t know. It makes me really anxious bc if I was going to be in the counseling program I would be taking summer classes but I have decided not to continue since I need to make sure where God wants me. I hate being anxious right now. I hate not knowing what I am going to do for the summer or for the future. This sucks.
Right now I can somewhat say that I am ok with not going back to school in the Fall or at least I don’t know if I am. It has taken a lot out of me to trust God with my future even when I thought I had it all planned out. I guess my plan and what I wanted is not what God had planned for me. I don’t know what I am going to do this summer. I even don’t know what I am going to this next Fall. Maybe go back to school and take some classes thatI have been wanting to take. I may even do something else. Or maybe I will get a somewhat better job and just work but I will do it because that is where God wants me and not what I want me.
AnywayI thought I would just tell you that. It takes a lot from me to do to trust in God and to leave school for something God wants but maybe that is where I need to be in God’s control and not mine.